I am so fucking bored. I should draw. it's icky outside, rainy and cold. where the hell is spring!?

Megan moved today and thus has faster internet. very niceee. I am resisting the urge to spam her with access videos as she is the only person I have introduced them too and doesn't get pissed when I talk about them. 

no one is around right now, everyone is off somewhere XD;

I am also not looking forward to having 13 relatives at my house on easter.  ahhhh I wanna move ;-;

So, I've gotten really into astrology stuff lately, and dug out an old chinese astrology book and read up! My entry in particular seemed to be very accurate about some things having to do with my personality.  People tend to have trouble dealing with me sometimes, so I figured it'd be kinda useful and fun at the same time to put up the entry on the female sheep (me) from my book. pardon that is rather long >_< dictated it from the book.  Hope this can be interesting to you as well, and maybe give you some kind of insight into my personality!

Also I hope none of you have permanent problems with how I am emotionally, I'm sorry if I've ever upset anyone with it. I'm a bit overly sensitive to put it lightly. XD And insecure about things like friends.

I try to be a good and caring friend though, I love you all! ;o;

Thank you for the lovely clippings which I received today in the mail! ^ ^ 

IT IS MY GODDAMN BIRTHDAY TODAY.


16 AT LAST.


WOW-EE.

we're getting takeout because the occasion is just that awesome.
how exciting!




also I am really really hyper because I drank an entire 5 hour energy thing this morning. I AM SOOOO CRAZY.  the stuff tastes like shit though.

Traditional
Pisces Traits

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

also:

They are very loving people and are a bit more sensitive then the other zodiac signs. Be careful when dealing with the Pisces you are in love with, because absent minded comments can sometimes cut them deep.

lol this explains alot!! :D

haha I wish I wasn't so pathetically emotional over stuff that doesn't matter whatsoever.

wtf is with me? XD


ughh maybe it has to do with my pmsing or something. haha I wish.

it's almost the end of the week!

And Lydia and Rachel are finally back! I MISSED YOU.  Can't wait for all the great stories :D
NEXT TIME I'LL BE THERE I SWEAR!!


We got Belle's ashes today xD;; they're in a little tin in the living room now.  ...yeah.  AND MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP WOO.
I have no idea what else to say. I suck at keeping a journal or whatever.

    We brought Belle back home yesterday after her week at the vet and not much improvement.  We'll probably have to put her down in a few days unless some sort of miracle happens. 
    She has been eating a little thank god and hasn't thrown any up yet (always a good sign.) At least she is happy to be home and with us. I really don't want to have to say goodbye to her yet. I've had her since I was 3 and she was a puppy! ;o;  Olliver is very happy to see her back again, he was so upset all week without her.
    On the side of good news I am getting my braces off soon after my birthday! Also next week is a school holiday.

Umm that's it for now I guess.

fuck. fuckfuckfuckfuck.






reason 9238293812091 why I should have a computer in my room: so I can cry and not be looked at weird.




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